today, after third at the student store, i was telling a friend how i couldn't go to homecoming on a count of i don't have a date
so another friend [jokingly] started asking random people if they wanted to go with me.
it was pretty crude, really. it was funny though, i guess.
also, i'm getting annoyed with all these vulgarities and boyish displays of manliness, but i guess thats part of being a teenage boy?
still, i'd like to go a day without hearing "fuck" or "cock", or someone laughing at adjectives like "big" or "long" or "little", or getting slapped or something while everyone else is trying to be serious.
i mean, i definitely don't want anyone to change who they are but when its at the point where i'm doing something like giving advice or asking if they did the homework or something and i just get "fuck you, you fucking cock" or "fucking bitch do you wanna fight?" or "you my bitch" its just a bit too much. i mean, can we not talk like normal people without extreme vulgarity like that? is it just not possible anymore?
i get its a joke and everything, but it makes it hard to talk to people, and it just isnt pleasant. it makes it hard for me to enjoy conversation.
although i think on some level i must just deserve it though.
